Can’t believe that’s true lol. Like seriously it just doesn’t seem like I’m that old, I dunno. And it’s just kinda weird, it seems like time passes like crazy slow but when I look back it seems like the last 17 years have just kinda flown by so far. Either way, though, I’m just crazy happy I’m only one year away from being able to move out! Like it’s crazy scary thinking about it but it’ll be nice to have some freedom (and of course a hell of a lot more responsibility) and finally be able to live in a city I wanna live in for a change. I so can’t wait for that! But I still have a while so I should prolly just focus on right now, well Saturday. =P I so wanna throw a party ’cause I’ve never really done that before but I don’t really know anyone around here so it’d pretty much just be me and my family (so in other words just a lame-ass time doing the same shit I normally do). But yeah, hopefully we can at least go do something, I’m sick of spending my birthdays at home.

Anyway, finally decorating my room some! Well actually my door but whatever lol. Like I’m making my ‘Door-o-Tom’ which is just me putting tons of pics of Tom Daley on my bedroom door. =P Right now I only have three pics up but by the time I’m done you wont be able to see the door lol. I swear, though, I’m so gonna have the frickin’ hottest door ever! =D =P

But yeah, that’s all for now. Bye peoples!

- AJ

Welp ain’t had any updates for several days now, it sure as hell ain’t ’cause I haven’t had stuff going on and I just had nothing to update about, more because I have. Something took place a few days ago, I’m not going to mention what it is because, unlike the other person it involves, I feel it’s a private matter and should stay private. All I’ll say is it wasn’t very good, it didn’t take place how I had hoped, oh well, though, it’s done and over with and I’ve moved on.

Anyway, other than that, I’m being my usual self and I’m trying to do a million new fansites at one time lol. This new site is a fansite for Keri Hilson. Right now I have most of the main site done, just a little more of the media page needs finished up, then it’s onto the gallery, media section and lyric archive. I currently am hoping it’ll be up by August 12th, with how I work, though, who knows when it’ll be up, could be earlier, could be later. And after I get that up I’m going to finish up my Mark Indelicato site.

Me and my best friend Ryan are also working on trying to get a fansite host up. It’s still in the very early stages right now and wont be up for a good while, we’re still working out all the details and trying to get the funds together to start it all up. I’ll keep everyone posted on how that goes.

My birthday is this upcoming Friday! I know it’s kinda silly but I feel old in a way lol. =P Like I’m only going to be 17 but I just feel old anyway haha. We probably won’t be doing much for it sadly. =( Like my parents aren’t buying anything or anything, they’re just going to give me some money and let me spend it how I want, which isn’t bad, it just makes things a bit boring. I was originally just going to get clothes and then purchase the full version of MagicDVDRipper but with the new fansite host project I may just get the the DVD ripping software and then save the rest.

I bought a new pair of jeans the other day! =P I know, not much news here, it’s just kinda news for me, though, because I haven’t owned a pair of jeans in like 10 years. Not sure why but I’ve been getting into jeans lately so I did finally buy that pair, I feel silly in them, though, since I haven’t worn jeans for so long. I like them, though, so I’ll get over it eventually. It’s just another part of the whole ‘changing my look’ thing…

Anyway, I think that’s about it. Later!

- AJ

He’s my little stuffed bear, btw. I posted a pic of him on my little pics page if anyone cares. =P Why I posted the pic I have no clue, I just did. I think he’s like crazy cute so I thought I’d share him with the world I guess lol.

Other than that I really don’t have much else to say so I’m just gonna head to bed finally since it’s almost 5:30am lol. Night people!

- AJ

So yeah, y’know how I said I was gonna make some changes with my everyday life and like my diet (or lack of) and stuff? That’s kinda not happened so far and I’m kinda pissed at myself for it. It’s not all my fault, though! I mean like my mom apparently likes to make me eat tons of fried, greasy food and I can’t exactly help that, y’know? But at the same time I can limit how much I eat and how I burn all the crap off. Like last night for example, we order pizza and cheese bread stuff from Domino’s I think it was and it was freakin’ covered in grease, it was so nasty. But yeah, I ate like three pieces anyway (and two pieces of the cheese bread which was also covered in grease). I mean I don’t really know if that’s a lot in terms for people who aren’t to worried about gaining weight (or keeping weight on, whatever) but it’s a lot to me. Like seriously, though, I don’t even wanna know how much fat and calories and all that was in it, I’d probably hit myself if I found out lol. But I wouldn’t be as angry at myself if I had been able to like go out and burn it off and stuff but I never really get to go anywhere which in a way isn’t my fault either since I can’t exactly drive myself anywhere or anything, I guess I could like go take a walk or something, though…? I’m kinda scared to do that, though, ’cause like I don’t trust people in this neighborhood, I just don’t haha. I so need to find something, though. I might see if I can get my Grandma’s old exercise bike over here (if we even still have it, for all I know it could’ve gotten thrown out). I mean it takes a while to burn calories on a bike (it’s like 4 miles for 100 cals., well at the ones at like the YMCA that’s what it says anyway haha) but it’s a start at least, and I like doing it, too (I put on most of the miles it has on it, granted it’s been a long time since I’ve been on it). But anyway, today hasn’t gotten off to a good start either. I had McDonald’s for lunch which is like full of calories and fat (1000 cals. and 35g of fat to be exact for what I had). =(

Ugh anyway, whatever, I think I am gonna do a new Kristin Cavallari site. I mean yeah, I have plenty of shit to do already but I don’t care, I wanna do a site on her so I’m gonna lol. Now only if I could come up with a good layout…

But yeah, I so need to get off of here. Like I have seven episodes I need to cap of Ugly Betty for my Mark Indelicato site and the DVDs are due back tomorrow. I’m such a procrastinator, I know. Whatever, though, I’m gonna go do that now. Bye peoples!

- AJ

My God I can’t believe how many photos there are of Paris Hilton! I was going through my image accounts because I was gonna try and get the pics from this year of Paris at events and stuff for Love Paris, there are like 3500 in two image accounts! It’s frickin’ crazy how photographed this girl is! But yeah, so far all I’ve gotten is about 260 or so so I still have tons more work to do. =/

Besides trying to get pics of her, as usual, I did absolutely nothing else. Like I swear today was so damn boring it’s not even funny.

I’m thinking about trying to decorate my room soon. I wanna decorate it with pics of hot guys haha, I’m kinda nervous to do that, though, because my dad isn’t exactly the most open minded person ever. I mean I’m pretty sure he knows I’m not straight (what he thinks I am, though, I don’t really know. I guess my mom mentioned something to him in like October when I had my little stay in wannabe kiddie rehab but I’m pretty sure she told him I thought I was gay instead of bi (not that I’m completely 100% sure anymore, that’s a whole other issue for a different blog post, though)) but like I’ve never actually discussed any of it with him and frankly I’m kinda scared to do so. But anyway, I’m kinda scared to decorate how I want because I don’t really know how he’d react. Why I care so much, though, I’m not all too sure. I mean yeah he’s my dad and all but I know it doesn’t matter what he thinks and like I said I’m done with trying to please people but it’s still just really hard. Either way, though, I can’t exactly do it quite yet anyway because my printer is still kinda packed up. =P Well I mean I guess I could cut people out of magazines and stuff but I still need to scan the pages with the people I’d cut out. Anyway, I’ll figure all that out eventually lol.

I’m also thinking about doing a site on Kristin Cavallari again. I used to run Oh-Kristin.net like a year ago and now I have Kristin-Cavallari.net and I’m thinking about doing a site on her again. I dunno that I should, though, I mean looking at my little collective page I have a good bit on my plate as it is, I don’t really know that I need anymore right now. We’ll see what happens, though, I guess…

But yeah, I’m gonna try doing some more work on the site soon. I need to make some more stuff for the ‘For You’ part, I don’t really have a whole lot right now. I wanna add onto the ‘About Me’ part, too, though. I mean like I’m just an extremely open person so I just wanna add everything about me haha. =P For now, though, I will definitely try and get the ‘For You’ part up asap. I’ll try and make some more stuff over the next few days and then when I’m finished I’ll let y’all know. =)

- AJ